All over again

No, I don’t know how to feel
It has always been a guess
I am numb and out of reach
Only outrageously stressed
Will I ever be a bride
Will I know how to lie
How to cope with sleepless nights
Hiding from you in plain sight

My, oh my, future husband
My, oh my, depression is calling
Is it too late to say I’m sorry?
You give advice that I keep ignoring

It’s the same row
All over again
It’s not my fault
That you don’t understand me

I can only testify
I did not commit a crime
Sadness is a normal thing
But I know what you all think
I am strange and I’m a bore
Frankly, I don’t care no more
I’m not rich, still insecure
Dream I’m wearing haute couture

My, oh my, future children
My, oh my, anxiety is growing
Is it too late to say “don’t worry”?
You give me love that I keep ignoring

And it’s the same row
All over again
It’s not your fault
That you don’t understand me
How could you understand me?
Nobody understands me

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