Of the sea and wind

When the sea comes to me
I’ll be a wave crashing so near
A deeper thought
A deeper sound
And you’ll be my new found land

So will you hold me
Until my last shallow breath
Will you love me
If it’s the last thing you have

Cause every now and then
I feel the time go by
And it’s just a short breath
Or is it just a lonely sigh?

We spend so much time apart
So is it even real?
I always try to make it right
And keep my heart concealed

Last time you burst in like a river
I didn’t have time to run
Your passion swept me in a flood
And, oh, it took my life
And I wanted to forget and I wanted to scream
But darling there is no escape, we were meant to be

If the wind comes chasing me
I’ll be a rock standing so still
Or like a tree
Or like a cloud
And you’ll be the king I crown

Let there be light

No matter what I do
I won’t ever be good enough for you
And you can hear me crying
When magic within us is dying
And the world needs it now
Like I need you, my moon, my sun

And then you said
‘Let there be light’
Time after time there was no place to hide
Slipping through my fingers
Days, months and years
Not coming back ever again

Because the last time I saw your eyes
They were like a clear blue sky
I don’t know what went wrong
Now they only carry storm

If I could be brand new
There is so much shit I wouldn’t do
And I know I was lying
When I said we would be flying
Why is it that you don’t care how
You’ll leave this Earth and turn to dust

We were drifting for so long
My head felt so light
Every rainy day was below us
Above us only stars

And then you said
‘Let there be light’

All over again

No, I don’t know how to feel
It has always been a guess
I am numb and out of reach
Only outrageously stressed
Will I ever be a bride
Will I know how to lie
How to cope with sleepless nights
Hiding from you in plain sight

My, oh my, future husband
My, oh my, depression is calling
Is it too late to say I’m sorry?
You give advice that I keep ignoring

It’s the same row
All over again
It’s not my fault
That you don’t understand me

I can only testify
I did not commit a crime
Sadness is a normal thing
But I know what you all think
I am strange and I’m a bore
Frankly, I don’t care no more
I’m not rich, still insecure
Dream I’m wearing haute couture

My, oh my, future children
My, oh my, anxiety is growing
Is it too late to say “don’t worry”?
You give me love that I keep ignoring

And it’s the same row
All over again
It’s not your fault
That you don’t understand me
How could you understand me?
Nobody understands me

Ain’t nothing back for me

Your face imprinted deep in my brain
I know this time is gonna be exactly the same
Hands down and head down, you know the rules
But I forget them until I’m bound to lose

You want my time?
You want my heart?

But baby, you don’t give it back
Ain’t nothing back for me
You just play around
I jump around
I do it all, baby
But ain’t nothing back for me

Yes, people say ‘I’m not going anywhere’
And people swear, oh yes
‘You’re my only love affaire’

You still want my soul?
You always want more

But baby, you don’t give it back
Ain’t nothing back for me
You just play around
I jump around
I’d do it all, baby
But ain’t nothing back for me

Ain’t nothing back for me

I will give love

It’s hard to admit that it wasn’t it
I broke into pieces
When you left me here

I held my love in my cold, cold hands
The love that I wished knew no end

So help me, Lord
I feel so alone
I lost my soul
Since he’s been gone

I held my love in my empty, empty heart
The love that I wished could survive

But I will grow into flowers, clouds and wind
To help me redeem all my past sins
And I will forget about all that I did
And I will give love
Though never receive

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